segunda-feira, 13 de dezembro de 2010



Rock n' Roll - Biografia

LADY GAGA: Escrava de Satanás espalhando DEPRAVAÇÃO!


...And the devil, who deceived them, was thrown into the lake of burning sulfur, where the beast and the false prophet had been thrown. They will be tormented day and night for ever and ever.

Then I saw a great white throne and him who was seated on it. Earth and sky fled from his presence, and there was no place for them.

And I saw the dead, great and small, standing before the throne, and books were opened. Another book was opened, which is the book of life. The dead were judged according to what they had done as recorded in the books.

The sea gave up the dead that were in it, and death and Hades gave up the dead that were in them, and each person was judged according to what he had done.

Then death and Hades were thrown into the lake of fire. The lake of fire is the second death. 15If anyone's name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire...


I remember when we made some at the house of one of our "friends", there we heard "rock" and talked about our future, what would be the following years.
Was night and we bought a bottle of wine to "celebrate" that "HAPPY HOUR". We started to drink and talk on various subjects. Some have not smoked, or had even experienced some type of drug, but a bad influence for me to experience the times and another one cigarette.
Everything was very normal for us because we were blind and far from a reality conscious.

The music of Marilyn Manson was in our lips daily; conseguíamos not free us from dirty, empty life, for more than lutássemos our effort was in vain. Burn several CDs of rock, however, this attitude was useless, because the battle was spiritual and did not know.

Right place, my cousin told me he was feeling a great emptiness in his soul, and then we were sinking more and more on alcohol and the rock, seeking a peace that seemed to be running away from us. Those were the worst days of our lives. To buy a magazine about rock in the section of ads read the following sentence:


It was an ad for a couple looking for musicians to build their band ROCK - "TRASH METAL."
When I read that ad were surprised to hear that someone was able to worship the devil himself. How much spiritual blindness we had in those days!
Sometimes was shocked by the translation of music from rock to listen.

After those days I started to feel desire for suicide every night, thought that taking my own life I was alone, but it was only a major assault of the devil to destroy my life. I spent drawing pictures of demons in my room, painted scenes of lesbianism, diabolism. I wrote letters to music with content morbid, sad and depressing. Heard voices calling me that I was alone at home or on the streets. Always came to my ears the music of rock we LISTENING
Each day that passed I felt more empty inside, and thought only in SUICIDE.

I Burning repeatedly MY CDs OF ROCK , but nothing below; I bought OTHER AGAIN

For me these were discs of rock as if it was my food, I felt a junkie, trapped by the rock.

In 1997, the singer "Marilyn Manson" has launched a diabolical disc entitled:


** I bought this record , and Listen to the twenty-four hours a day.


But I was blind, with no affection for those who die on the cross to save us.


In television, the channel's "MTV-MUSIC TELEVISION" the day rock and Satanism are propagated freely to children and adolescents worldwide. Thus the devil wins the minds and hearts of those who are the future of the world. The "MTV" is a station that transmits a philosophy totally against the will of God, destroying morale and spiritually and young children.

Already fully engaged with the rock, looking to form a band to sing with the "friends", but nothing worked. After much time trying to be equal to the singers of rock, then began to plan the suicide.

I took a riot, drunk me daily, feel contempt for my own life.
I was a slave of vices and the rock, trying to be happy, chained by Satanic music.

I remember two "friends" who also loved the rock,


They had long hair and dresses in black when left to the "ballads".

They worship the "Gothic"; hear their favorites bands as: "THE CURE" , "THE CULT", "THE SMITHS", "OPERA MULT STEEL etc. .. . They played in their homes, had a band of "ROCK INDUSTRIAL and it took a life. His music favorites letters were dark, sad, depressive, without hope for the future.

Sometimes I meet with them to rehearse some songs, and spent several hours talking about rock in roll. Whenever I went to sleep put a CD of rock and I heard during the night, but had horrible nightmares frequently.

My favorite music at bedtime was "Bloody KISSES" = VAMPIRISM , the band, "Type O` Negative `" .
A band of BLACK METAL with Gothic influences, too.

In disturbing dreams by night by myself in another world.

Sometimes I dreamed that I was having sex with my own mother, with my sister, with animals ...
Sometimes I was in caverns dark and desert land, was sometimes at sea, drowned.
Always wanted to "Feras" running after me to kill me, they were terrible visions while I sleep.
for many years I lived tormented by these dreams and DEVILS nightmares.

Made sure I went to sleep, because at dawn. I felt that something had entered my mouth, I did not know what it was, but I started to turn in bed trying to spit what was entered into my mouth. It was this horrible experience. I tried to escape that situation, but could not.

Suddenly my mouth began to speak words into a kind of "dialect" strange that I could not even understand what I speak. I came in desperation, began to scream, but nobody heard me.

I felt my soul out of my body and follow down a deep dark abyss, seemed not to have more purpose. Look at the rocky walls and dark abyss that and no longer doubted that I was entering into hell.

While looking down the abyss desperate to go back to my room, in the distance I heard cries of desperation and pain.

I am trying to try to get back to my room, my bed, but could not. That was real, and a simple dream, was a revelation for me, because for me there was the fear of God, for this reason that I was going through:


This was happening because I have delivered my life to the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, because I lived my life in drugs and prostitution, without me import the Lord Jesus who died on the cross to save me.

I was in a spiritual world, suffered by the rebels and DESPREZ TO MY LORD JESUS .

** ALBUM OF CHRISTIAN DEATH: "JESUS CHRIST inject drugs in your veins!"

As I agonize, a man with resplendent Nice dress WHITE appear for ME ... THE Chasm inside that deep and dark, not because there was no ray of light, all was darkness and suffering.

By my side when I saw that man appeared, holding my hand he said:

"Do not be afraid YOUNG! I am with YOU, do not panic. "

At that moment I felt a peace that never felt before anywhere. That man was the Lord Jesus! He took me to a dark place, and walked until I realized that there were several holes and craters in the ground that abyss where pisávamos.

They LEAVE AS OF FIRE AND SMOKE hole in the ground, there was a smell in that place Terrible-frog .

I saw several dark figures coming out of those holes and gaps are hiding in the rocky crater.
They were demons, ALI was HELL , and they were running away from that man in white robes was holding in my hands. When we come to another part of that man showed me where clothes were white men and women, all in chains and asking for help. At that hour I felt a great fear of that place and wanted to leave as soon as possible.

The screams were terrible, and wines of everywhere.

That scene was lit only with red flames of fire that left holes in the ground.
I saw that some men wear clothes torn, shabby, like beggars and drunken at that place. I saw that many women were naked, some with their breasts were exposed, others were with clothes torn and dirty.

It was that horrible scene, and the smell was unbearable. Some men looked at me and asked me some women and help crying aloud in great agony.

Today that man in white robes who was next to me said:

"Look young, do not extend your hand to help them, because they are prisoners in chains and are prisoners here in this abyss, you can not release them, they can never leave."

And he followed said:

"... All these men and women lived their lives in the land to its "king pleasure" and do not care about the salvation of their souls, for this reason they are prisoners in chains you see.

I despised them for their lives passengers, not the salvation achieved before, I rejected all disbelief and denying my name ...".

As I heard those words, I look at those people and felt a deep agony to see how terrible is the plight of those who go to hell despised by the Lord Jesus Christ.

I saw that in that place had a gallery for each group.

On one side were the men who have not fulfilled the name of the LORD JESUS, there were "PASTORs, MISSIONARIES, Evangelist, presbyter, Father, Bishop and Deacon."

Also there was a placeholder for the "Killer, rape, ACTORS AND ARTISTS pornography, ARTISTAS DE NOVELA, Kidnapping, Terrorism, Switzerland, burglars and drug dealers."

Another wing was reserved for "BRUSSE, Satan, Wizard, Wizard, Alchemy, charm, Esoteric, Astrology, necrophilia, Guess, MAGICIANS, MEDIUMS, Espírito ...". and others who maintained relations with the hidden forces.

In the gallery of the women were "lesbians, prostitutes, call-girl, the" top models ", Women Killer, ABORTISTS and adults."
All of them shouting in pain and despair.

Tormented THE DEMONS OF ALL THE WAYS; COM beaten, WITH SEXUAL ABUSE, with the big words and insults of all kinds, their punishment was generally in that place ...

There was a huge bronze gate, which was closed. Percebíamos where we spent the revolt of the demons, who move from one hole to another in fractions of seconds.

They They were flyin everywhere, always missing the presence of what was moving me, whose appearance was like lightning.

Near us that huge gate that was locked, and suddenly we were in front of a throne in a dark color.

That there was no throne, or to your side. All was quiet at that hour, but did not see anyone else. That throne was the throne of Satan, there was his post, which relied to observe the suffering of souls in chains with large chains of iron.

I noticed that there was no wind or clouds in some place, only darkness, fire, smoke, a dry climate and the heat unbearable. Facing that scenario I could cover the tears of such cruelty of Satan and his angels, I realized that ...

"Hell is REAL".

"Hell is REAL".

"Hell is REAL".

But after I saw said it never doubt that Hell exists and is as real as our lives.

I also noted that there is a kingdom run by Satan, who works tirelessly to destroy the humanity in all its areas:

Social, moral, economic, mental, physical, geographical, psychological, cultural, marital, spiritual.

In these ten areas Satan has centralized their attacks against the human race. Of men taking the image and likeness of God and evil stamping a mark on their lives.

After all these visions, I asked the Lord Jesus, so that I could leave that horrible place, but I heard a harsh reprimand for his part, he said:

"If you obey me and find a church to listen to my word, I will not leave you coming to this place and spend all eternity in torment, but if not I will obey you and to gather in this place those who are already here in agony, and never come back to your room, no more will see their parents ...".

I cried a lot, and ask forgiveness for all my sins, and promised to be obedient to his word. That morning I woke up scared in my room, my brother slept peacefully in his bed next to mine, but not heard anything. There on the walls of my room, various designs with themes of diabolical ROCK IN ROLL, SEX, lesbian, Satan ...

Soon after the torment I experienced that, woke up, and when I opened my eyes I saw those drawings on the wall were looking at me and gave laughter of mockery and sarcasm.

Amazed with that awful scene inside of my room, I could not sleep more, but I have not had the courage to raise my bed and it was until the day dawn. When I woke up in the morning, I made a prayer to God asking for peace and protection. I was sure that I was living in hell, and it was a revelation by a sense of rapture. Over time, I became involved with the heavier drugs, because had forgotten the fear that overtook me with that revelation of hell.

I left the city of Suzano, where I lived, in 1999. I went to San Vicente, Sao Paulo coast. I started out the night, this time lived with my dear grandmother, who now rests in the heavenly mansion next to the Lord Jesus Christ. Then I met with my "friends" to "drink" and use "drugs" during the night. We saíamos in search of "party" and "music" of all places. We knew a "friend" that the night brings us "gifts".

We were still wearing those "present" during the night in the bathrooms of bars and places where you spent. Felt a deep emptiness in our hearts. "

Always tried to fill this "BIG EMPTY" using drugs to "Costumes OUR Sadness." After a few months and this "friend" that brings us "gifts" was cruelly murdered with a shot in the eye when I was seated near the bar, drinking with his colleagues. Tragically died leaving behind his only daughter for three years and his wife.

Thus, one could see that from this life for eternity no return, and what is worse, he left without Jesus Christ.

With all that, the rock remained active in my mind and I was even more by night in search of "FUN" and "LEISURE" .

SINCE THEN EVERY DAY I started to feel a strong smell of the morgue persecuted me.

Today I know for sure that the smell was "smell of death" , which followed my footsteps to swallow me.

Sometimes someone told me:


Others I spoke to called of God for my life. I always heard someone telling me that I was "chosen by God to preach the Holy Word.
But I did not give much attention, because I was too blind to see the love and mercy of the Lord Jesus Christ.

One place I decided to burn my disks again and videos of rock with my drawings. I give a little peace to my mind. I burned everything that was related to rock, but not long time, and my record collection grew. I bought back all the discs I had burned.

THE Time has past, and I return to DESIRE OF SUICIDE EVERY DAY .

I remember when I was preparing the lunch, was alone in my house, and a sadness broke my heart in fraction of seconds.

At that moment I felt someone pull on my side. He was a demon, and I heard your voice said tome like this:

"PUT THE POISON IN YOUR FOOD, and finish to all your problems today... Do it now!"

So hypnotized by that voice, I left my plate on the table.
I went to a shelf where my mother kept their cleaning products. I take the poison to kill rats to put in my food and well kill myself. But I could not see him there, because there were suddenly gone. I was sure that this poison was there, but could not see it among the other products that were organized on that shelf.

I know it was the bloody of the LORD JESUS to COVERED my eyes... So I couldn't find that poison to finish with my own life!

the Lord Jesus, be all honor and all praise forever! God made the poison away to save me from death! I have no words to thank you.

After that, That agony and Sadness stay away from me for a few days ... BUT, when it returned, was increasingly STRONG .






** This report is part of the book:




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